Desperado.

It was raining and I, felt so gloomy that I wanna die faster.

I pray to Lord but He does not allow me to even cry... I feel so empty.

I can't forget him in any way. I don't know why and I don't know how.

I saw his tweets frequently and this made me missed him a lot, but what can I do?

I was only his old friend, old old old best friend.

I don't feel so alone when I hear his sound singing, but that is never enough.

Why, why you left me? Why you're lying?

Your reason of argument is so invalid...

I hate you.

You should die.