Adieu, adieu.

We walked towards the road beneath the moonlight. Talked quietly, singing along together. Holding hands. Silent.

That time, I couldn't just believe that night would be the very last, very last goodbye.

Last hugs at night, last forehead kiss I would get. And they will disappear as the time goes by.

I was just wondering how could I persuade him to stay, not to consider losing concentration on his studies. Why? Why I always be the second-most-important thing? I know education urged him to do so, but these stories started to sound so cliche. Cheesy enough to tell -- I can't accept his reason in any way. Like seriously, how old are you now? This sounds like you're still in high school...

OR YOU JUST SAID SO BECAUSE YOU HAVE LOST ALL THE FEELINGS.

If that's right, I am urged to hit your head with my brand new Jumbo Happy Call.

I know this is an egoistic thingy, but listen -- won't you feel the same if he did those things to you?

We have talked about this consequently -- and we used to be keeping our promises, not to separate until we are totally allowed to have such a relationship. And now, it ends. It ends infinitely.

Sometimes, I think a love would be an infinite sign as no numbers are unable to be divided with 0. And if there's nobody share his love to one, it will become zero. No results added, all I give will be in vain. Just for you, oh, like you care, though.

But regardless the fact that you're far apart -- not literally, no, it has been tough forgetting you. It's so difficult considering the fact that I will meet you one to two times a week. Hey, if you read this, don't go away. It doesn't mean that I don't wanna see you anymore. And you have appeared consequently in my dreams. Oh, why it should be you? Even my under-conscious mind realised that I think of you almost everytime...oh, well.

Forget it, I started to hate these romantic thingy. You won't listen to me again right? Ah I know, you've found someone like me as you wish. Don't be shy, I won't be mad. I might be disappointed, but well, get a life.

What's so good loving someone who does not love us back? Like you.

I will try my best to forget you. Ha-ha!

*wept*